I am amazed with the journey that Life has taking me on. Six months ago today, I was supposed to start a new life, a new career working as a Fascia Contouring Facilitator for my teacher in Phoenix. Somehow, going through the USA customs, I was refused entry. I knew there was a good reason for this at the time even if it felt quite devastating. I knew somehow that this was a blessing in disguised. And today, write these words down, I can see why. Once again, I love this Steve Jobs quote: You can never connect the dots looking forward, you can only connect the dots looking backyards.
Six months later, six months after being refused entry to the USA, six months after having started my Breathwork Facilitator Program, I am now on the verge of become a fully certified Breathwork Facilitator. Instead of working as a Fascia Contouring Facilitator for someone, I have fully started my own practice and it has been so fulfilling.
I feel that I am trying to express here the gratitude for the uncertainty that has been on my path these last six months. This uncertainty made me focus on what was right in front of me. It made me focus on the little things I could do for myself to grow, to stay grounded and to move in the direction that my heart was calling me. Coming back to the little things, having a daily breathing practice without mentioning meditation and having a strong movement practice.
I just feel full of gratitude as I am completing the final assignments for me to receive my Breathwork certification. But that is not all, this consistency, this self-belief, this hard work in the direction of my dreams, of how I want to live my life is allowing to write this blog post today coming from the beach. I mean, noting is certain, but I am chipping away at create the vocation and the life that I would not of thought possible just a few months ago.
Don’t get me wrong, this is hard as f***. There is a lot of uncertainty every day, but I could not ask for a more exciting script for my life right now. These challenges are teaching me that everyday the Universe is going to challenge me/you to see if you are ready to receive and hold what you are asking in your prayers. I feel it will always give me just enough for me to be challenge and not feel comfortable, allowing me to stay on this journey of ever lasting growth.
I recently reread all the existing post of the last 4 months, and I am amazed at the transformation that I am seeing in the person that I am becoming. I would recommend having a monthly writing practice. It has allowed me to step back and have a different perspective upon this journey that I am on.
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